Lately ni lot of troubles come to my life, even i've try hard to avoid and dont think about it, but its still kill me deep inside..dont know what to do in life..everything i did seem wrong..and i dont felt comfortable wit that..
I tried to act like nothing was happened..avoiding my feelings toward anything..but its still keep running trough my head. what's wrong with me..??? i dont have any idea..i dont have any answers..
I felt guilty to myself coz i'm not behave like i am..to my bestfriends..my colleagues..my surrouding and to people who know me.. i dont blame people to every mistake happened coz i dont know who was right or who did wrong.
Sometimes, i think that i'm the most annoying person on earth, always look for people mistakes without realizing who am i actually.. i dont want to be hypocrite.. i dont want to be fake to my self. what u see is what i am now. i'm not pretending to be someone else like poeple wanted me to be. i like who i am and i want people love me from the way the saw me.
I know my self better than people do..!